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Friday, October 31, 2003

Today, the very very last day of school....my graduation ceremony, Haii sad, still have no courage to ask for her number... Haiii then after school, Anthony, David ,Sai Ful and I went tok burger kings for lunch, (saiful told them about my secrets) then they all started asking, why I didn't ask blablabla all those stuff, haiiii if only things were much easier, if only she isn't so isolated that she's almost uncontactable...haiii....sad...haha came home, read Chirslints' blog, wahh so sad, didn't read for a few days...she dropped to normal and broke off with wei ming, then as she wasn't online, I send her an e-mail to console her, telling her life must go on(because in her blog, she was like wanting to kill herself!)....after that...at night, study POA and made small notes..for myself on that day...haii really need to brush up on my education...THE TIME IS HERE...~~

Thursday, October 30, 2003

haiii today went to school, done some Kumon homework there...then Miss Ng came and taught us Social Studies... wahhh learnt alot, but damm tiring, strectch all the way till 3pm...Ate in school, then later came home, rest till 6.30pm before heading to school.... Went I was there, the main gate was locked,so I climbed over, then to find out that there is still so many students in school decorating the board ETC... and some sec5s, then I learnt that the small gate was not locked...wahhh!! anyway...at 9pm, my father sent me home...then on the way bought KFC, then came home to eat...now use the computer a while...then going to sleep...very tired...tomorrow is the Graduation Ceremony... Haiiii...night

Wednesday, October 29, 2003

wahhh today had a long day, after my morning studies, went to bugis,play!(siao liao! exam stress!) play initial d, $15!! wahh then got 5 more stars on my card... At night went for night studies, on the way, bought a new earpiece, my current one spoilted today... then sat across mei hua today, chris not here, she ask me to sit with her...then ok loh, I moved over and sat with her....then started talking quite a bit, then there is some part where she say, she dun understand what I was saying or, my joke isn't funny.... That's it....I am not going to say any more jokes in my life, it is either people find it lame, or they make a joke out of me....and somethings my friends think it is a joke, I dun think it is, because most of them are making fun out of me, most of the time I joined in to laugh, for nothing... But I'm not going to tell any more jokes, or say anything, they will make fun of my pronounciation... though they thought some of my British english is the wrong pronounciation as to their American english(hello! we are living in singapore!@!!! we follow the British! not the american!) damm pissed.... After that, send mei hua home, only up the the MacDonalds(subsitute for chris?) haha....then took a bus home, and thought to myself about the joke thing, which makes me make up my mind of not telling anymore jokes, they dun appreciate it...

Tuesday, October 28, 2003

Today is a long day...first went to school, went to the usual lonely spot to study, was furious and angry to find that Hon pun they all came over to my spot to do mass tuition, damm it, that Miss Lim also...there teaching, so I showed attitude, by studying POA... Because I was the one who is here all along, why are they so extra come and take over my place? damm them...haha They knew I was angry when Miss Lim left for a while, then Kumar and Kian Siong was like "Suaning" me, so I shouted something about them being extra,being here to disturb my own private study, anyway, later on, recieved notes from Mrs Lim Foo, she used to be an accounting teacher, and worksheets from that stupid old man...haha Then after that, I went to Yong Xue's house to play, IDSS! haha nice man, after which, accompanied him back to school, then called anthony, to find out that they are actually in their own class, so I went up to find them, slack... Until 4pm, I left the school, went home to rest and slack, around 6.45, I left home to go to school to study again, this time I bought Geography and Maths to study.... wahhh a very long day...Tried to play galactic battleground via MSN, but the stupid system still declare that it could not detect the game...damm it!

Monday, October 27, 2003

this morning woke up, went out to buy breakfast, then came back, after a while went to school to self-study on geography.... haii so tired man, not concentrating today when studying...don't know where my mind and heart had floated to... Find her? Was hoping that she will come tonight, but she didn't... I had my Kumon maths achievement test for Level I, to promote to Level J, got 37/40 in the working time of 10minutes...fast but my marks is not so ideal, wanting to get a prefect instead...haii so I went to night class tonight, D & T, having lessons, so I attended, too, I wasn't paying much attention(what's wrong with me) Just could not concentrate... Something in me is amiss.... could it be her? Missed her too much now... Wanting to see her(oh no, me and my psychoc behaviour, no!! this can't happen!) Anyway, I have decided, on the 21st november, after my paper, I will announce my blog to the public, so everyone could see, and know how I feel all these while... I need councilling~! Help me... Love sick, but I suddenly came across the word saga during my biology remedial that saturday, which made me remembered a traditional way of expressing love, collecting saga seeds(no one does this anymore)(oh no not again), but then again, I always thought to myself, everytime I felt hurt, felt lonely, but will she be able to see all these? I am now sort of attention seeking person, seeking for her attention, help. This big brain of mine isn't functioning as usual... I going bonkes... ahhh, then at night, Johnny and I tailed mei hua and chris(they are aware) all the way to her house, didn't know that chris send her up to her doorstep,(we were waiting downstairs,wondering what are they doing up there for so long), Johnny and I gave up the waiting after more than 20minutes, I was kind of pissed, but not really pissed... because, I have to understand, I will be like him one day.... That is...One day...If that day every come...

Sunday, October 26, 2003

yesterday came home from wedding dinner(some relative's) came home at 12midnite, computer cannot recognised it as saturday's entry

Yesterday(saturday)

Wahh morning went to school for extra biology lessons, hmm learnt alot.... then after that came home, after eating somewhere near SRJC(oh no, I am starting to act like Yong Xue...damm it!) I came home rest for less than 10minutes, then I packed up and went to Chris's condo for a swim, with anthony, david and chris, after that, I went him to prepare myself for the dinner, wahhh having a very bad flu though, during the travelling time, I slept, because, I believe by sleeping, I will always heal... Then this time, the wedding dinner is more of like a hotel's reception. So high-class but very time consuming, all the way till 11pm++, then my father sped home, and then arrived home, I bath and went to sleep

Today(sunday)

Morning woke up, as usual for my normal sundays, watch TV, waiting for my breakfast, then do homework after my last show, do all the way till 11.30am or so, after that, went out with father to another SMSA's event, at kallang carpark B, a autotest, for the racers to practise, not a lot of people turn up, and when we reach there, they already started packing(what the hell). after that, went for lunch, came home,tired and sleepy, sleep all the way till 6pm, woke up, watch TV! @ channel I 6.30pm, got WRC, wahh nice Subaru got first! Then after that, went out to buy dinner for everyone, after buying the dinner, came home, eat and watch TV, until 8.30pm then I revise my work till 9.45pm then I use the computer until now, feeling sleepy still, night

Friday, October 24, 2003

wahhh today went out...suppose to be studying at hougang mall's library, but when I was there, the library declare not open on public holidays...damm them...hahaha then a took a bus,82 to EPB, to study in that bookshop...when the bus passes somewhere near Gek Ting's house,I told to myself that, I wonder where is her house, suddenly, she's standing just infront of me, outside that is,when my bus was stopped at the traffic lights,I didn't notice till the last minute(I was standing). On impulse, I pressed the button to alight, to look for her, seen her cross the road, then disappeared towards some private houses(like those in the movie) I was so foolish to look for her in the private houses area... haha then I just carried on going to EPB, thinking to myself, I am starting to act like a psychoc,but why... I don't want myself to be this way... And so foolish to chase after her, even if I caught up with her, what can I say? I can't possibly go to her face and tell her I LOVE U... definately can't.... Then I studied until 12pm+ then went out...for stroll..stupid me, returned to the same place where I saw her just now, hoping to see her again, that's not it, I went to the private estate, thinking that she might be at sport council because that roads will lead to the sport council... but then later I went to every facilities(my father is a HQ empolyer,so I gain some previleages...like free enterance) so I went to the stadium, the swimming pool, badminaton court and gym....nothing...so I took a bus to puggol beach to study...though I could study there...so hot and so many ants! so after 20minutes, I took a bus back to Heartland mall...to go back to the same place to study...then after that...I went home...on the way, finally! the magazine I have been waiting for(3 weeks overdue) is finally out...so I bought it...hotstuff! nice mag...wahhhh finally get to read....woho...the cover is nice, Nissan Skyline R34.... nice car...one of the three top 4wd cars~! I had recruited a new member for my team tonight, within a short time, he is like part of the family already...I am happy...haha all the best to my O-level and my team~! long live Drift Revolution!

Thursday, October 23, 2003

Haiii today...early morning slack at home, then afternoon go to school to study biology, the canteen was so noisy that I went to the second level to study...then the library teacher came, so I went into the library(it was actually closed! but I know the teacher well enough), after studying for sometime, I fell asleep, then suddenly Jie Yi came in, wahhh I immediately woke up...haha so we two studied in the library together, lucky I had my bag beside me, so she have no choice but to take the seat across me, or else it will be diaster! ahhhahaha then after that, I went to Kumon, wahh the Level J maths can kill me sia! wahhh so damm hard, if level J is so hard, what is level Q? hahaha then after that, went home, then went to school,self-study, I brought geography, because I knew mrs lim is coming, though she claimed she can't teach upper secondary geography, but she did pretty good job making me understand...after that, went home, on the way bought supper then went home to eat, turn on the computer and chat...now going to sleep...night!

Wednesday, October 22, 2003

hmm today went to school to study POA, so happen that Kian Siong and Darryl came after I arrived... so we three studied together, after my self study, melvin came to meet me, I sold him my EVO7 for $10, better than lying around with me... and on the way to school this morning, saw this very nice Initial D t-shirt, $10, so I bought it...nice... came home to do a remix, initialy called it "DJ Zero - Read my mind(Always on my mind) Sweetbox vs S.H.E Mix" but after chris listen to it, he finds it not bad, so i change it to "DJ Zero - Mei Hua & Chris MIX(Always on my mind & Read my mind)" nice man... haha...evening returned to school for theory on D & T,really learned alot of things today, and I didn't expect much today, I knew for sure she won't come, so forget it about grieving over her...

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

came to school today...just for a nice quiet time...away from everyone, study myself, i was the only one studying at the second level... the rest are at first level, I am the only 4B... though I said that I wanted to be alone, but I still longed to see her... but I knew from the start that she won't come, she's had always been an outcast... and never really had a true friend in class...though sometimes see her joking with either Ser ying and candice or Jit Harr and Fhadila... but she's never eating with them during recess.... missed all the things around me... Then Chris came(because I told him) so we are the only two 4b, then we studied all the way till 1.30pm, to wait for anthony and mei hua... then we're off to BK, eat, Chris took a very long detour, he accompanied her to the bank, then to her house, then to find us at BK, wahhh wasted so much time,then came home, no mood to study, then went online, read a very sad and true story, the url is posted on #vox anyway... then Leon, finally he joined team DR, and my book of theory increased in pages... Melvin had found a site containing info about all cars and their parts...cool man...good findings... then at night, studied until 9pm... then I turn on my computer until now... Tried to insert music to this blog...but wonder is there music...I have to reboot to find out... but I will do that tomorrow... haii time to sleep~ Night

Monday, October 20, 2003

Yesterday..I'm too tired to post

Yesterday(sunday)
ahhhh morning woke up and watch TV, then I do some homework, afternoon, went out to hougang to eat with my father, after that went to superbowl to drive around or two, haha No one dares to challenge me when I was playing, my usui nearly broke my old record and machine's record...damm it...haha then I tried all course~ wahh I improved a lot in every course...so damm proud... haha... then at night study D & T and then went to sleep, raining heavily somewhere around mid-night...

Today(monday)
Haiii thought that last day of school is tomorrow, but Mr Gek came to our class and announce to everyone that today will be the last day of school, sad... And I was told that I had recieve a award, called award of appreciation... only students with this award can ask their parents to come, but I don't intend to ask mine to come... Really sad, I really don't wish to step out of class today... I know one thing for sure, I won't be coming back to this classroom forever... Though many class mates tore out their desktop, I didn't, I left it there as a memorial....to the school, one thing crop up today was... my class owe the school $116 for 29 rims of paper... we pay what we use policy... Then Wei Yang is so damm stress about money matter, so johnny took up the job and do the collecting, David and the rest took some photos, we wanted to took a group picture of the crazy bunch, but johnny could not leave his work, once, we dragged him, wei feng shouted at us, I wanted to give him a punch in the face, can't he see that both Johnny and Wei Yang damm stress up and yet asked them to collect money and force them to carry on working... damm him... so we left johnny behind and went to Burger Kings, I hate to leave the school gate... the moment I step out, I knew nothing will be the same ever... alot of us went to BK....then johnny joined us when he completed his task...after our last reunion... we all went home, I went home to change to go to tuition, then came back and then bath and then go to school....for night classes... got back the Mock exam from cheung ching high... damm it... i can actually get 85+++ but too many careless mistake... took a lot of my marks away... Sad, the whole class signed the list to go to the Prom Night, but she didn't(I was placed in charge just now)... Now I was thinking, going to the prom night will be meaningless to me now... since she's not going... then I know one thing for sure, I won't be able to get her number ever again, if I don't get from her today... then I just let my chance slip past.... Feeling very very down... not being myself at all today, though I'm seeking attention during the last period(chinese), moodless and the one who used to speak alot, doesn't speak today...
Then I though she would come tonight, might be another chance for me...but sad, she didn't... My life will never be the same again...I swear....

Saturday, October 18, 2003

hahaha...got a very adventurous trip today... at first, we intend to go swimming, but then David got caught up with something... then anthony said let's postpone it to tomorrow.... fine then.... So I took my bicylce and cycled myself.... First I went to Hougang Point for a pit stop, haha Didn't know that Chrisline lived in hougang...met her there though...she was going to MS anyway...she's with another guy, I wonder wei ming knows about this anot...let's not interfer...
Then after which, I carried on my journey, to puggol jetty, I though it is near the park at the end of the drain,because there is a sign there which says Outward Bound... I got lost and cycled to a very big drain, the extreme right side of Seng Kang, then I asked a passby how to get to puggol jetty, he said it is very far, have to take the road, Puggol road all the way, indeed, it is very far!haha but very fun though.... cycled for a very very long time till i reach puggol 17th....but then what's ahead of me is the narrow path(single lane per direction)...damm dangerous and damm frightning...i slowly cycled in... not long...I reach the beach... Locked my bike outside and went in, nice beach....so many couples...envy them all...haha...I walked from one end till the other, then return to my bike and took off(approx stay about 30minutes...) then at 6pm...I reached home using a long detour(left home at 1.30pm) nice man!!! woho...hope O-level is over so I can do more of these activities!

Friday, October 17, 2003

ahhh diaster...damm it...dunno how in the world saiful get this URL...he is damm irritating!! cannot stand him... quote here and there and paste it in msn...and give comments like thumbs up...very irritating! why can't he just read and shut his mouth? haiii anyway.... Today's maths, I got back a recent class test paper 1, damm it...10 points away to full mark.... i wanna get 100%!! damm~! haha this morning I walked to school, a long big detour! haiii! so fun yet so tired... after school, Johnny, David , Anthony, Chris & I walked home via hougang stadium... a very long walk, but very fun, half-way, we stop over at the memorial church to visit Chris's grandfather, nicely decorated..... then we headed to johnny's house(ok some where aroudn there) . On the way, we found this small dog, very cute...it followed us until the overhead bridge when it decided to follow another guy~! that "new-owner" got freaked out! haha then we took a bus...Anthony dropped off at his house while David , Chris & I drop off at Ang Mo Kio industrial park2, then walk into serangoon gardens...haha we though Daivd's mother isn't home, then David decide to climb in...then he asked us to do the same too...when i reach into his property, guess wat. I saw JAne staring at us through the window! haha followed by his mother! uh oh! we though trouble have came...but nahh...just asking us where did david go etc...after that, we went home.... walk all the way...nice...tired...

Thursday, October 16, 2003

haiii today....nothing much though...had another maths test out of the blue, anyway, it is no threat to me...haha i can handle it.... haii came home, then go tuition again.... then came home and rest, read the papers, then study.... Nothing really much happened today... though, and my relationship with Gek Ting did not go further, wonder how am I going to get her number...

Wednesday, October 15, 2003

wahhh Today's O-level practical damm hard!! damm it...I'm gonna die! wahhh, then after the test, being the first shift, I have to be detained for 4 hours! damm it...wasting my time, and some more those people down there are inconsiderate...they all make so much noise that Johnny and I was so pissed that we moved all the way to the back of the basement...to study.... then after school...came home and rest, then do kumon's homework and study.... Then came online and andrew told me that...Drift Kids ask for a merger with us...I dunno what to do...If Drift Revolution's name still retain, then we will merge, if not, then the merger is off... anyway, DR's name had been for so long.... 1 year and 1 month...haha nite

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

haiiiiii Tomorrow is the O-level practical!! no sweat man! as long as I follow the instruction, I will pass for sure... haha! recieved the moderation marks back... I love my maths! Prelim 1, 66/100(2nd in class) and prelim 2, 79/100(2nd in class)... Kit lam is a very strong competitor... in prelim one, she didn't do so well, yida got first, then in prelim 2, she got 81/100, damm win me by 2 marks, then after adding both together, we two got the same marks, 78/100, the only two A1 in both 4b and 4c...wahhh nice! Came home study.... for tomorrow's test, then Siew Kheng came online on msn, her nick was very strange, it goes, "consistency requires you to be as ignorant today as you were a year ago", I really wonder is she referring to me...and I guess the meaning is that, I am as irritating as I am one year back...hope it isn't me... nite

Monday, October 13, 2003

wahhh today so tired....early in the morning POA, then three periods of Chemistry...followed by two periods of combine humans then two periods of chinese...after tuition went to school for maths... Wahh, she is damm cool today, she brought her blades to school, when she went home, she put it on and skates home...damm cool, and I am going cranky, slowly turning into a psychoc, singing all the love songs at the canteen, I think if she was near, she will feel disgusted! haiii, tat's me in the past, singing the songs according to the mood, better change this stupid habit and be myself, though I wanted her very badly, Mei hua and Chris seemed to be like comfirm steads, even he sends her home in the middle of the nite like that...so envy, there is the promotion by coca cola that one movie ticket is $0.60, johnny bought the canton and it contains two coupons, then they were saying chris and nicolas should get one each( I got one already) then will total up to 8 tickets, he said 3 for the gals...but then he paused...as we got a 8th ticket...Just wishing that Gek Ting will accept me...then I can treat her that 8th ticket....

Sunday, October 12, 2003

wahh computer kind of slow today...trying to delete things to make it faster... today, I didn't study much...but luckily never piss my mother off...haha... afternoon we all went out, to shop for clothes for a relative's wedding next week.... haii got myself a jacket! i love it! I think I will wear this for prom nite as well! but first, I must go get a Nike black cap with the logo in front, then my suit is complete! Haii!! really nothing else to post... my cycling trip was cancelled 1. raining 2. david's distant relatives came to visit, so he have to join them...

nite!

Saturday, October 11, 2003

wahhh today went back to school for maths test, a mock one... wahh during the first part of the exam, I was very holding my urine on my bladder, then about 30mintues, i cannot hold it any more, ask for teacher's assistance...then the exam hall's toilet isn't open! have to walk all the way to the staff toilet...long walk... came home, slack, then I went to Chris's condo to swim with anthony and david...after that, came home to slack awhile then I study, studied until 9.30pm... tomorrow will be cycling with david~ wo ho!

Friday, October 10, 2003

ahahhaha tonite is friday night!! and I just,just,just,just! got paid!(n'sync song) nice@! today...I stayed back in school until 4pm for geography remedial...then went home to study geography...recently, I haven't been myself, like as if I am attention seeking, seeking Gek Ting's attention, for the simple reason of wanting her love, but I know girl's heart, the more you do these sort of things, the more they will find you disgushing...I certainly do not wished to be the second yong xue, he really pushed to the limit...and recently, I called him psychoc, though he though I was joking, but I really mean it... Nite

Thursday, October 09, 2003

ahhhhhhhh today evening something wrong with my computer!! ahh as if it is being formated...lucky the virus is stupid enough to store all my important things in another portal, as if my computer is going back in time about 6months ago...then I transfer the "new" file to the "old" time...then do some changes and resusracted my computer! ahhhahaha finally, miss lau came to bio class.... but I could not pay attention...most of my time is on the table half awake... at night studied geography...now got to go

Wednesday, October 08, 2003

wahhh stupid miss lau is absent today again!(wonder how am I going for O-level biology test!) then there is a change in time table again, and we are seeing her again tomrrow...damm it...what if she is absent again? ahhh!@!! came home, do kumon maths, then I use the computer for a while to make some home-made stickers for my calculater(the one sticker, a JEDI logo made last year, had worn out, and hui fang torn it out... -_-) hahaha then I turn on my disc man connected to the speakers and sing, then got tired go to sleep, at night, did 3 chapters in POA then use the computer which is now....night!

Tuesday, October 07, 2003

haii today...Three periods of free periods! biology! ahhh where the hell did miss lau go! it is only 27 days to O-level! ahhhh...came home, rest and sleep....then woke up around evening, had dinner...then study all the way to 9.30pm... my mother bought the carton pack of coca cola..then there is this two coupons which says, movie tickets for 60cents... haha just nice...can watch after Os!! hehe .... wanted to go watch with Gek Ting, but don't know how to get her out, or even get her number!! haha nite~

Monday, October 06, 2003

Haiii...today my lessons were suppose to use the new time table...but the staffs overlooked one point...so we all had our old timetable...Then after school, I went to purchase a TYS of POA multiple choice, I swore I must get A1!! haha Then after that, went home to rest, then after which I go to Kumon for tuition, after Kumon, came home to rest and had dinner, before going back to school for maths lesson, then finally came home, and do the work in the TYS~!! For the whole day, I only touch the computer for 30minutes! which is now!! nite

Sunday, October 05, 2003

Haiii! though that today will have a sprint, when I reach there...Found out it wasn't today...Then check the website and found out it really wasn't today! haha damm it! Then afternoon came home and play computer for a while, then go to one of my relative's new house because they are getting married soon...haii then went to bugis to look for a subaru t-shirt, no luck...too bad! then I went to eat Macs and after which, meet up with my parents and go home... Tomorrow will be the start of DEMON'S TRAINING!

Saturday, October 04, 2003

haii! just made it before 12!!! haha ok this morning, I turned on my handphone at 8.30 and found out I have to go to school at 9 -12....so I had my breakfast and cycled to school at 9.15, reach around 9.30! wahh fast man.. then after that, I went to eat with Yong Xue.... Wahh the KFC's cheese fries suxs!! I hate it! then after that...I cycled home...since the moment I reached home, I have been on this computer until now!! ahhahah Tomorrow I am going to Kallang Carpark F to see Yokohama's sprint(finals)

nite!

Friday, October 03, 2003

haha!! didn't expect to pass my SS!!! then total for my Combine humans, I just passed!! In my class, only 9 out of 34 pass the combine humans!! I am so damm happy!! ahahahha ok, today been quite hot and stuffy! under the hot sun, directing cars to the carpark, but not bad, get to skip some classes...haha then came home and played gunbound, to relax myself for a while...hmm should I go for a cycling trip tomorrow? nite~

Thursday, October 02, 2003

damm it!! ahhh my biology!! though I improved a lot, still fail by 2 marks!!! ahhh damm it!!!! Today Hidayat came over to my house, showed him a lot of cool stuffs and watch a very stupid XboX commerical!! ahaha we laugh until our heads dropped out!! wahhh so funny, haii tomorrow have to wear long sleves to school because of duties... nite

Wednesday, October 01, 2003

Haiii my D & T theory results isn't that good either.... but now, I have just made a scedule for myself to study....
(note, the first subject is the study one...the remaining on the same row is the actual test)
Date Study Test

October
8 POA
9 POA
10 Geography
11 Geography
12 E.Maths
13 Chemistry
14 Biology
15 English Science Practical
16 Social Studies
17 Social Studies
18 Design & Technology
19 Design & Technology
20 Chemistry
21 Biology
22 POA
23 POA
24 Geography
25 Geography
26 Social Studies
27 Social Studies
28 Design & Technology
29 Design & Technology
30 POA
31 E.Maths

November
1 English Nil
2 English Nil
3 Geography E.Math 1
4 POA EL 1 & 2 C.H 1
5 E.Maths POA 1
6 Chinese E.Maths 2
7 Social Studies CL 1 & 2
8 Social Studies Nil
9 Chemistry Nil
10 Biology Nil
11 Design & Technology Nil
12 POA Nil
13 POA Nil
14 Social Studies Nil
15 Social Studies Nil
16 POA Nil
17 Chemistry C.H 2 POA 2
18 Design & Technology Science 3
19 Biology Nil
20 Design & Technology Science 4
21 Nil Science 1 D&T

hmm so might not be able to post so often...try to.... haii today when christopher and I was on the way back to class, Mr Neo gave us a pile of worksheets, for my class, then I went to the tiolet, the cubical, when I placed the worksheets on the top,and turned around to close the door, guess what, the whole pile fell into the toilet bowl!! ahaha very stupid indeed, but I settled that problem anyway...haha