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Saturday, December 31, 2005

Bang bang!

It's 2006..

So called Happy New Year.. isn't that happy after all...

I've archived this post as 31st December 11.59pm, just for a record, although it's now 2am, 1st Janurary 2006.

While I got up to get my breakfast, my mind was still telling me, that I don't wanna cross over to 2006. Somehow I wished that, tomorrow morning when I wake up from my dreams, it'll be 2005 1st Janurary. I don't mind going through those pain staking assignments. I don't mind going through modules which I dread. I don't mind playing all those tournaments again. Why? Because I want to see her more.. If it's 2005 1st Jan, I can know her all over again. I can start dating her all over again. And this time, I WILL make her stay, and not leave me behind like what she did. I want to see her smile at me again, and tell me all the time that, "It's ok..."

Tennis @ Hougang, won 1 set lost 1 set, 6 - 2, 2 - 6. Third set stopped because of rain, it was doubles, not pairing with Jason, but against, because ther other two players are weaker? So we need to even out.

Back at Braddell Heights Countdown, from a normal Official they change me to a USHER. So, I've become Senior Minister Goh's escort just now, and yes, gained access to many areas which commoners can't go, and yes, NYP performed the dance just now, and wor, Soy Hoon can dance real great. Well, there were fireworks, at first it was just some "Signal Flare" type, I thought to myself, "Nah, there isn't those normal fireworks we see.."

Next thing, bang! I turned my head. It's those normal fireworks... My heartached, it repeatedly saying inside me, "The sky did go BANG... Michelle where are you now? Where are you when the sky goes bang?"

Sadly, I've never hear from her at all.. 2006, what's so great about it? It's just telling me that 2005's over, all my memories with her are history. I want to be with her. I want to go back in time, change everything that is wrong. I want to see her smiling face. I know it's stupid but, I hope, when I wake up tomorrow morning, it'll be Saturday, 1st Janurary 2005.. I hope and pray.. I WANT.. :'(

Daisuki... (I like you...)

Friday, December 30, 2005

Where will you be tomorrow?

It'll be the last day of 2005...

Whole day of gaming again.

Bonding time with my cousins, played Monopoly and Cluedo. Bur, sounds really boring right?

Tomorrow's new year eve... Many things recollections about 2005.

Still remembered, even before 2005 started, every sunday, after training, there'll always be this gal, who will walked to the same bus stop with me, and I've never talked to her until Feburary of 2005. That silly gal Michelle. How I started talking to her back then? I don't even remember.. Soon I found myself so so so attached to her. Day in day out, it's all about her.

Ever once, we even quarrelled over some small things, and didn't talk for days, because of that, till today I've never get to know what she got me for my birthday, and gave like what, 20 miss calls to her? Many things happened when I played tennis, but then she's always there to pick me up whenever I'm down, and always smile and said to me, "It's ok...". It's something that I've never hear from her, for a long long long time.

Hardly get to see her when her second semester started. Busy with school work and tennis, the same case over at my side. That's why I hated school. And so on. After the last Age Group tournament.. I wanted to tell her how I feel for her once again. But I didn't have that opportunity, till date, we haven't talk nor msg-ed each other. Sad..

Will all these memories fade away? As we enter 2006, all the days and event in 2005, will it be just a sheer piece of vivid memories in our mind? Can I start the year 2005 all over again?

I wondered, have she listen to this blog music yet? To my readers, this music is Ai Otsuka's Planetrium. I wanted her to know and understand the lyrics of the song.

http://www.channel-ai.com/about866.html

Today's the 30th, tomorrow's 31st December 2005. Where will you be? When the skies are filled with loud bangs, the ambience will be filled with laughter, joy and happiness, where will you be?

One thing for sure, you won't be with me...

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up

In the morning when the day is new....


SKYY(yes, banana man IS my friend... since like what, 2002?) and Steven..

Damm, they took this pic at Wei Ming's birthday chalet! The one 2 weeks ago! And I can't go because of stupid IMAGE SYNTHESIS.. :( should have gone... DIDN'T EXPECT Skyy to bring his BANANA MASK which he wore during Singapore Idol to the chalet as well.. Bur bur! And yes, Steven still telling me, "Zero,you poor thing.." -_- Bet Candy's siding him too.. :X

Bur... Was at home whole day playing games and watching anime, again. With my cousins..

Mad rush over MegaMan BattleNetWork 2.. going to complete, started like yesterday? Going to complete tomorrow.. I'm actually at the last boss already, waiting for my cousins to come over tomorrow then shall show them..

Holiday's boring(though I don't wanna touch on my school work just yet.. I don't like to do school stuff during my holidays/weekends, that's just me... Holidays are meant to enjoy anyway). I wanna watch Hana Yori Dango the animation and Meteor Garden(Because I've watched Hana Yori Dango, and wanna compare to how the TAIWANESE film it, but I still think the JAP did a better job) Thanks to Zhi Xuan, that my holidays are so bored, hai hai~ Why didn't she bring the cd to school! :(

Boring~ Nothing much ba, tomorrow also another day at home... bur, what shall I do? I feel like going out to play or something like that, watch movie, roam the streets, but hell, no one date me out.. :X So stay at home~ But I want to watch WALLACE AND GROMIT!! Argg! Tomorrow starts... :( Hope and pray someone ask me out tomorrow.. lol..

Bur...

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

The meeting...

Long and boring..

Ok.. Now, Napae is making me confused... I don't know if I AM going to play ITF next month or not.. She's helped me do the registration already, but said that the ITF over her side, the calender not out.. So how? Dunno.. I'm damm blur about the ITF tournament and travelling over there.. boo.

Morning tennis, @ NYJC, my arm still hurts, correction from yestreday's post, I can feel the pain whenever I hit flat or return HIGH BALL, not when hitting topspin. I'm perfectly alright when hitting topspins.. Played match, and sometimes, it does hurt a bit when I hit my kick serve.. I won 6 - 2, 6 - 3 against Tommy, NYJC PE teacher. I rememebered for the last game in the first set, it was hurting quite badly, I was FORCED to hit my OLD FLAT SERVE, only some people seen it before. The one with the very ODD form, and the risk of getting TENNIS ELBOW hitting that serve is high(I had injuried twice because of the serve after hitting it for a week, for both cases)

Got to rest... Stayed at home and watched anime, play on the piano and sleep.. Had GRL(grass root leader) meeting just now... Regarding the big COUNTDOWN at my neighbourhood(Braddell Heights, aka Serangoon). Why is it big? Senior Minister is coming, and they are making all the big fuss over security and such, got BOMB SQUAD somemore. Sounds scary actually, like got terrorist like that.. Oh yes, not to mention, Kelvin(Project Super Star) & Maia(Singapore Idol) will be performing, as well as Jack Neo's team. And NYP Foreign Body Dance Club also~! Msg Soy Hoon about this.. hohoho, hope she stays after her performance, accompany me, I have to stay all the way! Who ask me, Grass Root Leader...

And saw the plan and layout for the whole thing, VERY VERY BIG.. and yes, the fireworks's debri is gonna be messy... The other CSC member who went was STACY.. and I ALWAYS ALWAYS THOUGHT she's 18, but no, reailty she's 23, and DRIVING CAR somemore.. bur.. Cannot get decieved by looks~! :X Chey.. long and boring meeting.. Someone in the meaning(who organised for NDP, and I got no idea who the hell he is) making a VERY BIG FUSS over the protocol and the way things SHOULD BE handled on that day, since he's so smart, why not HE GO ORGANISE? Listening to his statements alone already pissed me off during the entire meeting.. And yes, there were many people in the meeting, people from the respectively RC and such etc etc. Well, pity Philip, who is going through the final briefing today, and god, the AGENDA is bloodly long, can't believe it...

Rest tomorrow then.

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Rotting at home...

Play piano loh.. what else.. lol...

Kk... morning tennis was fun~! I didn't know J.Q is the new NYP Tennis Captain.. hohohoho.. Our warm up is REALLY WARM UP. 18 balls alone can like last us for ermm... 20 - 30 minutes? The rallies are freaking long... And yes yes, we played match, overall I lost, I won first set 6 - 3, lost second and third set 2 - 6 2 - 6, bur, alot of games of SUDDEN DEATHS, and yes, the VERY LAST SET, ALL the games are sudden deaths. Well, J.Q is someone whom I really respect, I think I've told you guys about the person who joined School's track and field to train up stamina and run everyday? That's him. Whooping, didn't expect his backhand drive to be more deadly than his forhand's.. Alot of times got wrong-ed foot...

Well chat and such after the game.. It wasn't that bad, he's a nice person, hohohoho~ Since he's the cap, that means I can beat anyone else then.=) And yes, I'll beat him the next time, careless on the second and third set, but no worries! We always learn from mistakes!

Met up with Elrick to go Pasir Ris... Handed in the forms, asked the organisers, so THEY ARE ONLY ACCEPTING 16 ENTRIES PER CATERGORY. hohoho.. See~! Lucky I say send in earlier better.. So dear friends, Phelan, Ben, Royston and Mike, please send in ASAP, before TFN people take up all the spaces... Hohoho.. So this case, that means I've to clear 4 matches to win the championships, sounds alot, but who cares, We'll wipe them out in a matter of, minutes, hopefully, 3set match settle in under 45 minutes, so got MORE TIME to rest.. hohoho..

I've this ache on my RIGHT ARM bone. The ache is there whenever I feed(underhand serve for normal rally) or forehand(topspin), the feeling is like, can feel the pain in the bone lah, hard to describle, my mind was telling me, "ok, my bone is gonna break anytime.." Well, my friends told me to rest liao... I think I'll rest after tomorrow's game..

Oh no, I haven't do finish the repot for Mr Lee for tomorrow's meeting, plans and such for 2006 tennis. Woot, first stop, Interclub. Oh yes, Napae updated me again, the ITF tournament, is JR.. I was like, OMG? well, I still can join as they go by DOB, not year born, so by theory, I'm 18 during the tournament.. And yes, Elrick told me about our new ranking, and went to check.. WOOHOO~ Elrick's ranked 14th, and I'm ranked 20th... I've jumped 11 ranks.. But to say, the ranking does nothing much to me next year, can't join tournaments anymore.. OLD~!

Tomorrow playing tennis at NYJC.. mauhahahaha~

crash crash!

Monday, December 26, 2005

Justin Ong's sad story...

Lol~ I was laughing and pitying him at the same time..

It was just too funny, and I let Elrick and Phelan read it.. lol~(the reason why I blogging so little, because the entry got erase, accidentally)...

NTUC OPEN, Feburary 12th.. I'm playing MIXED DOUBLES as only allowed to join one of the two cat.. Guess who's my partner? Yanni! MJC Tennis Captain 2005! Why Mixed doubles? easier to win, and Yanni's a natural doubles player... She's an ex-TKGS somemore. And yeap, seen the huge difference in skills when I organised a friendly between Yanni and Michelle early this year. Yanni that day, won straight games.

Why not SINGLES? no.1, It will be harder to win the championship, getting into FINALS alone won't satisfy me. no.2 it's a one day event, so that means we have to play all matches straight. I still got my stamina problem, so don't think I can last till 4 matches... no.3, Darren Chin also taking part in Mixed Doubles.. =)

So Elrick and Phelan are taking part in SINGLES. We're off to submit the form tomorrow.. And practically I did nothing today except gaming and.. cheated to play tennis this morning..

Why I said cheated? I thought the people I'm suppose to play with are better, ended up playing with 3 beginners. Drive the ball and end the rally, 2nd serve can ace somemore... lol.. But well, they are nice people, one of them(a lady), she said that she saw me played the other day when she's having another session and this other lady pointed to me and said, "there the pro, play everyday de.." I was like... lol? Me pro? still long way, after clearing Nic Tan and Chee Yan then I dare to call myself that, so now, just work hard to aim to defeat the two of them. But the surprising thing was.. I'm being watched and noticed?! Oh my god.. This sounds so scary... Maybe someone is going to hire some assassins to kill me or something.. Who knows?! Shall prepare my will just in case...

hohohoho... Tomorrow playing tennis with J.Q.. So I shall sleep, later? Woot~ I need to do more sit ups! My "tummy" is getting bigger.. oh no, my paxs are like gone quite some time and now the tummy is growing. NO~! MORE SIT UPS! :X

woot~

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Please do backgrounds checks, ya?

Some people..

I went church in the morning.. Ok..

And over at David's cousin's house for christmas dinner..

What spoilts my mood is back at home, something in the tennis forum.

Some guy, PM me and said to play a match with me, and goes on saying that he say that I don't hit an overhead serve, and he said he heard from others, I was like, WTH? SINCE WHEN I HIT UNDERHAND SERVE? This guy ar, his name is JUSTIN, Justin, get this right(I don't think he'll read anyway), I don't hit a freaking underhand serve for god's sake, please do PROPER BACKGROUND CHECK on WHO AM I before you start offending the wrong person.

Well, I think this Justin guy later sent me a mail saying that he backed out. I guess, he's just chicken-ed out. Well, good for me as well, because, WEAKINGS, please do not waste your time asking me to play a match with you all, I WON'T ENTERTAIN. Because, it's certain that I'll win 6 - 0 6 - 0.

Well well, ahhhh relieve that anger side of me out. Hoho, why not divert this anger into tennis tomorrow? Hopefully people there are willing to play MATCH tomorrow... Gonna kick butt..

lol.. I didn't know Sylvester Wee so cute de, he went to send me a Christmas E card... hohohoho...

Well well, JUSTIN, if you see this post, (Hopefully u do) I'm waiting to kick the weakling's butt like yours, a crap out of it! DO msg me back, DO prepare to suffer hell on the tennis court.. But well, I only left 2 weeks to fool around with you weaklings.. ITF circuit's in Janurary...

Tuesday playing with J.Q.. He is a nice person, but the guy whom I wanna trash is RIZA.. should be no problem, Elrick said that we trash Riza should be a piece of cake.. and I think so too, seening him playing so many times.. lol..

Elrick was laughing at the forum thingy when I showed him and said wanna help me get revenge..(i dunno how) hohoho.. I got good friends!

Hai hai!~

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Christmas Eve...

I'm sick of waiting...

I was invited to Serangoon Garden Country Club. It was David's church event.. The play is super touching, it was WRITTEN by KAREN TAN, the actress of Utt's mother in CHASE. Didn't know she's in ZION! God, I love her acting... And yes, I was super touched by the play, the actress REALLY REALLY CRIED when needed, you can actually see the emotions there... I was like, oh my god. That's the type of short film I want to do! Some how,inspired by my dream, to be a director, the one I cling on so much, but was destoryed thanks to my course, giving me my 2nd course for specialisation instead of 1st course just last semb when we entered YEAR 2(only 20 people get into FILM out of 240)

I'm sick of waiting... I thought she would ask me out or something at the last minute, I waited, I didn't tell her though.. I'm sick of waiting, in the end no. I guess, she didn't even prepare a present for me, I REALLY REALLY SICK OF WAITING.

I don't want to wait anymore.

This is it. I'm done. I'm going to live my dreams for myself now on, I'm not going to wait for her anymore. I know that I didn't really express it out to her myself, but still, SHE KNEW, she knew all along how much and how important she is to me, I even said that she's the most important person in my life.. I'M FREAKING SICK OF WAITING AND WAITING, AND HOPING.

I don't know what to do, or should I still call you as the most important person in my life?

Evening approaches and the voices of night-smiling children fade
I know that you are somewhere under this sky, far, far away
At summer’s end, we snuck away together, we found this park
I kind of remember that constellation

Friday, December 23, 2005

Flat balls...

Biggest turn off in tennis...

Waited till evening, TENNIS! Well, there were MANY CHICKS under coaching by Michael.. I was like.. Woorr~~ Michael how come got so many young gals! And another one is Bob.. BOB ALWAYS HAVE PRETTY GALS for students.. Why ar why ar!!

Well, the biggest turn off was that the session today was played using FLAT BALL, big turn off, it wasn't just me, Royston and Ben can see the differences, Ben served FAULT, + double FAULT(just practise).. And my Kick serve dunno fly where... CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! my second serve!! Anyhow fly! And flat serve is long, top spin will COMFIRM be out, slice will hit net.. WTH.. I gave up and just hit flat shots, luckily, no match play today...

Woot, can't charm the gals.. :X Well, the drive footwork that I read in the library works.. from a tennis mag... Instead of left leg step in(for right handers), step in with the RIGHT LEG(I know it's odd) at the same time preparation at the last stage, at swing/contact, kick forward to change ur left leg to the front, right leg at the back lifting off.. I can actually feel more FORCE in my drive, alot of weight transfer, I tried quite a few times today, well need alot of concentration for this... Woot, I spent the last 30minutes playing tennis with my left hand, because Yui Yun and Ben swopped courts, so I can't hit hard against a gal, well, I'm still ok with my left arm(abit rusty though), surprised that I can smash and volley at a quite alright level with left arm...

Early Christmas dinner at CARTEL... Woot, had cheese cake and pork ribs... weee~It was fun.. and what? Met Mr Leo in the toilet of J8?! lol.. what a place to bump into each other after so long.. lol!

Bur, tomorrow christmas Eve.. Hai hai! I'll be alone rotting at home huh.. Always cannot be with the gal I like for Christmas.. sad sad~ lol.. Rot at home!! muahahhahaha! :'(

woot~

Thursday, December 22, 2005

High & Mighty

Step aside! You inferior beings! :X

lol.. Thanks Sze Ling for reading my blog, well, I wasn't shocked that you have been reading my blog, because Michelle told me about it long time ago that you are reading.. lol~

Domo...(Informal way of saying thanks in japanese)

Woot, as expected, 3D sux.. :X Went back to rush through animes again... hohoho before going back to school for night class.. And yes, Mr Kumar seriously need to RETAKE HIS ENGLISH.. God damm it.. Half the time my peers and I can't understand a single shit of what he's saying due to his "accent". Kk.. Every week, I'm being evil by copying the way he talks.. :X Today's word, "RAMP" he pronouce as "VAMP" I was like, "where the hell the V word function comes from?!" while searching for the function on the interface.

Oh yes, during the submission of assignments, as the teachers are opening the driver on the main computer, we all can see, they are just checking the file naming.. I was very mischievous~ I went to typed a text file, "Muahahahhaha!" and save it as "muahahahha!" and dumped it in.. Ms Sherlyn saw that file and opened it and deleted.. Soon, I sent in another "hahahaha!" file into the assignment drive.. :X Kris and I were laughing like crazy at the same time, act innocent... :X(Well, the submitting of assignments I think only people from my course know what the hell I'm talking about)

Running with my ankle weights.. Now, the weights doesn't seem to matter anymore, it almost felt as though it wasn't even there.. I've chased after bus while wearing those 5kg per pair weights, and yea, I did sprint from the somewhere grassroot that side to the interchange just catch bus 162.. Crazy me.. Oh yes, I heard u guys GAMES SPECS, got a FEMALE MODEL for drawing today! Damm it! I bet it's Eunice Ong! Oh my god, I should have sneaked in and tell Mr Tey to let me join class for one day.. :X Joking~ Weee~ Tired.. So my LAST LAST LAST week of holiday in my poly life, starts...

Bur~

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Blog War

Lol! I'm not involved though, but it's bloodly funny! Fill in the details with u guys later.

Woot.. Guess what? My day started off with tennis, had a major conflict with Ben, but was alright after that, I diverted my anger into my match play with Royston, and I beat him 6 - 0 flat. Well, despite having comflict with Ben, we made up and paired each other for doubles.. Could have won 6 - 2, but we drop 3 games at 5 - 2, so we won 7 - 5 instead. Woot, my old doubles partner(Though no chemistry like how me and Jason do things), but still, ME AND BEN'S DOUBLES PAIRING ARE STILL UNDEFEATED EVER SINCE 2004 DECEMBER~! I can swear on my errr.. .don't know who's breath(this swearing part is extracted from the blog war! lol! Damm funny I tell you..)... My serve is back, I've changed one of my REPLACEMENT GRIP for one of my racquet(loose already), so shall try it tomorrow, to see if it will injury my wrist(Happened once). I was right, it was my preparation swing which affected the delay timing of the contact point.

Rushed off to class... Woot, should have gone to class, it's only 1 hour instead of 3, damm, should have played more tennis, "Life's short, play more. XboX" lol.. Microsoft should pay me for adversting for them. Oh yes, I was so stunned and shocked last night when friendster e-mailed me, I opened it, and SAW A DAMM HORRIBLE PIC, it was Lee Yen's friendster... Oh my god, I wrote her a testimonial, and half the time, I was hiding the pic, don't want it to be in my sight, I sincerely hope she don't write me one unless she change her pic! Or else it will DEFINATELY give me nightmares everynight! Yes, I've complained to her this morning about it~ lol...

Bamm! Came home and slept, woke up to watch BLEACH 62!! Pat! muahahha! I watched it already~! :X I'm always the one earlier to watch~ Muahahahhaha~ *wonder did she quit playing tennis a not... Hai hai!

kk, that blog war. Well, it's abit related to Michelle, but is her two friends arguing... one word, E-N-T-E-R-T-A-I-N-M-E-N-T. Lol!It's really funny to see how people post and response to each other's critic, since the first post on one of theirs, I KNEW from the very start that something is gonna happen, and poof! IT DID! Well, not to side anyone, IN MY OWN OPINION, I am very very against Les and Gay... :X hohoho, guess I'll be expecting an entry for me as well for making that statement about AGAINST LES. But whatever. I've reached a certain level that I DARE TO BE PROUD OF MYSELF AND MY ACHIEVEMENTS. I don't really care about liking someone or such anymore, I just wanna achieve the goal that I have in mind right now.

Yes, Father approve me to go to BangKok to play the tournament!!(Although my mother's against it), but when I said that ask my father to go over with me, he say ok. So YES! I'm gonna kick some THAILAND's butt infront of my father. And yea, maybe Napae can be my guide/translator/watever over at THAILAND... hohoho! I can't wait.

*add on

now now, I don't think I can sleep tonight already, damm, saw HER viewing my profile, and damm! I GOT FREAKED OUT! For god damm sake! Change the pic! Or at least SET UR View Profiles Anonymously to ON! lol...

U want a close up? I'll give you all a CLOSE UP!


Janurary Janurary! FASTER COME!

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Spin?! No Spin!

Wings...

Well, came school early with Soy Hoon, suppose to meet her even eariler somewhere else to run some errands, well, last minute cancelled.. And yes, I didn't play with Sam today. He backed out.. lol! Well, I don't know what the hell was I doing in the library with Soy Hoon.. Kept on thinking, what the hell am I there for? Shouldn't I go out and play tennis?! In the end, I went to YCK tennis centre to try my luck.. Bump into Muscle guy Jason there, so good, got game to play... Played for an hour and I was dead beat.

Soon I followed Phelan and Ben to play in school, I lost to Ben 3 - 0... All three games got DEUCE.. what the hell, that means I would have won if I had lesser mistakes. And my serve is like crap. But well I found out my fault in serving already when I was back at home... My preparation swing is reverting back to my OLD FLAT SERVE style.. -_- Lucky I discovered it, my serve had been like this since friday... Reason why it reverted? I didn't play on MONDAY - THURSDAY last week, bloodly 4 days... Good good, that I found my mistakes, so can revert my preparation swing back to the kick serve style(Different contact point, due to the swing delay, flat serve swing takes longer time)

Authoring is sure boring.. lol.. bur... Sux.. kind of "dozed off" mentally.. lol~ No offence to Kun, if you are reading this~ So dun minus marks for my assignment! Tomorrow got interaction design, drats.. I dislike sch... & the assignments... who doesn't?


For your daily Entertainment.. lol~ My conversation with Zi Xuan about her last blog post(http://xuanyukiko.blogspot.com)

!-+*[a.d.r.x.u.a.n]---[J.A.P.E] Full time fan!~~XMAS IS COMING!+-! says:
OK!
Zero Of Suntec http://zeroofsuntec.blogspot.com Prince ONE SHOT WITH MY SOUL... (Kick serve on a new level~) says:
weee~ Listening to the song now
!-+*[a.d.r.x.u.a.n]---[J.A.P.E] Full time fan!~~XMAS IS COMING!+-! says:
I AM HENTAI
Zero Of Suntec http://zeroofsuntec.blogspot.com Prince ONE SHOT WITH MY SOUL... (Kick serve on a new level~) says:
lol!
!-+*[a.d.r.x.u.a.n]---[J.A.P.E] Full time fan!~~XMAS IS COMING!+-! says:
and i gt hentai dream
!-+*[a.d.r.x.u.a.n]---[J.A.P.E] Full time fan!~~XMAS IS COMING!+-! says:
can/


lol! How many times do u heard gals saying that?

lol...

Monday, December 19, 2005

Hai hai!

Just another stepping stone...

Well well, today school practically, sux.. I don't like that marketing module, don't know why I'm taking it for... Well, I've cancelled my afternoon game, my legs(both) and right arm had this adnerline rush since last night.. The last time I got this was 2 years back, when I cycled 8 hours around singapore directly after O-level... Hmmm..

The pain is unbearable.. I got slight problem walking to school too.. Well, I came home and slept 3 hours... And now much better...

Ho ho ho.. Just another stepping stone.. Sam go tell Coach Kamari(F*** up coach)the match score(very very very long ago, like 2 months?) we had. I lost that one completely... But I could have won because of the tie breakers(If I remember correctly), but well.. Might play with Sam tomorrow, to update the score for the coach. I think most likely I'll win 6 - 0 6 - 0... For the current me, it is possible(Provided I don't serve like yesterday, so that I can easily win my service game over, my perfect serve is still UNRETURNABLE, don't believe ask my peers)... Ho ho ho.. Might play only lah, see how, tomorrow running some errands in the morning.. Hopefully can play... I can't wait to record down another 6 - 0 6 - 0 victory...

And yea, Napae updated me, the next tournament is in January.. But have to go through their PRELIMS... sounds big, I think Paradon(world class player) will play... Oh well, it's time for me to create an upset in the ATP tennis right? BangKok.. Can't wait for next month's tournament man! Watch it Singapore, I'll make it to YOUR TV SCREEN.

hohoho~ Living my dreams

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Fickled minded...

I want you and your beautiful soul...

I don't know what's gonna into me, I was thinking of lots of stuff while I was on my way to training.. I was telling myself, "Smile, force yourself to smile.."

I've snapped.. We had 2 matches per person today, I and Reza are the only two Inter-Adv student who got assigned to play match against an Advance player(they are one level below the JR Elite)

I've snapped during the match.. I've beaten Greg flat, 6 - 4.. He wasn't happy with the defeat. He said, "No need for handshake"... Lol.. In tennis terms.. UP-SETS...Fine, you lose means you lose.. To say, I'm the only who had beaten an Advance level player, the other one was Jeremy long time ago. Second match, I was the only one who was assigned yet again another Advance player, Hakim. I was suppose to win, I was leading 4 - 3.. In the end I lost 4 - 6, but Coaches are surprised that an Intermediate level player like me can actually defeat and gave a close fight with an Advance player.. Coach Stanley was there watching my entire second match upon hearing my victory over Greg.

Came home to sleep before going to tennis at TPY... went over with Elrick.. Well, NO CJC GALS... Disappointment... Well, was rather tired already, the sets were like close fight? We played against Peter Chee, ex National and Jerry... But mark our words, today we are just tired and off.. Next week, I swear to kick their butt 6 - 0 6 - 0.. Hey, and I am improving... See my performances at Spex know liao...

My resolution.. I WILL go to BangKok for tennis next year. For tournaments.. Interclub, Intermediate, Open, all our Singapore Local tournaments, I'll own them all! Like I said, I can do so much in 1 month(During the comp) I can do better with 4 months.. now another month has past, and yes, results ARE showing... Well, I've assignments due tomorrow, doing NOW.. lol.. well done.. Funniest thing today, I was opening MSN window to chat with Soy Hoon, and typed "yo", before I hit enter, she sent a message saying "hihi".. lol~ So coincident!

woot~

Saturday, December 17, 2005

King Kong...

Kind of disturbing...

Michelle, I've changed this blog music for you.. If you know what the lyrics means, that's what I feel... That if you understand jap... :(

Well, my whole morning was on gaming, and on watching HANA YORI DANGO.. super addicted, that's the reason why I'm 20 minutes late for the meeting time.. lol~ :X

We played WARCRAFT 3 before the movie, and Johnny got hooked up to it, no Halo 2 today, because X SQUARE are out of the CDs.

The movie, KING KONG, is rather, disturbing, I don't really like it, neither did Johnny, the tribal parts, etc etc.. The ending sucks terribly.. Well, some of you who thinks that it's nice, you're just a disturbed person.. lol.. Seriously I hated that movie quite a bit. Yeap, that's what me Nicholas and Johnny came to a conclusion, if you are disturbed, go watch it.. lol~ But somehow, my mind's making abit of fun out of the movie, partly because of WORLD OF WARCRAFT.. Imagining... The scene where the humans first met King Kong and most of them got killed.

King Kong - Level 60 ELITE
Humans - Level 10 Warrior and Hunter..

Result, OWNAGE!

Oppps, too much of WarCraft... lol~ Went over to Nicholas's place to eat before walking back home from Serangoon Garden... It's like only 3 - 4 bus stops away?(Though I got bus consession, I hate waiting for bus, I'm no spoilt brat who are so lazy to walk that short distance ok!)

Woot~ Sleep~

Tennis tomorrow!

Friday, December 16, 2005

There's a whole world out there waiting for me to defeat!

I shall leave and play for overseas tournament...

Singapore's too small... Yea, played at SP with Benny(SP school team) and Elrick and Michael. Had two matches with Benny, I won 6 - 0, and the second match won 6 - 1.. I was kind of fustrated with myself, because I've dropped one game, at the point I dropped one game, I was leading 5 - 0... WHAT THE HELL.. I was really really pissed off with myself for dropping that game, I was putting alot of stress on myself to win 6 - 0. Well, I did, and Elrick was expecting me to win 6 - 0 anyway, well I won one of them.. Played with Elrick 1st to 3, won 3 - 2(11-9). Doubles with Benny against Elrick and Mike, lost 5 - 7, Benny is not really reliable... Damm it, alot of unforced errors from him.. If my partner is Jason, we could won easily, because Jason won't make such error as what Benny did today, and on top of that, Benny's not confident in his serve enough..

I got an ache on the shoulder, since yesterday.. hohoho.. See lah bash more... Went Queensway with Mike and Benny to disturb Uncle Eric's shop.. lol~ After which headed home... Watched HANA YORI DANGO.. Seriously addicted to it... bur... I want episode 8! I want episode 9!(Zi Xuan said 9 is the last episode.. =( ) hai hai~!

No thoughts for today... Well, actually ya, got, on the bus back home from queensway I kept on thinking about that STUPID 1 GAME that I dropped, SHOULD HAVE WON 6- 0, 6 - 0, insteadof 6 - 0, 6 - 1! My resolution. Anyway, Napae helping me to check if Thailand got tournament and such.. Go over and play loh... hohoho.. Sounds fun leh.. Somemore TIGER AIRWAY very cheap de... lol...

Tomorrow watching KING KONG and playing XBOX with the bunch! hohoho! Looking forward~! BTW, my tagboard is so dead! People reading~ Can tag?! Wee, be it that I know you, or don't know you, TAG! lol.. Thanks thanks~ muahahhaha~

Weee!

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Should I love you?

Should I?

I don't even know what are we doing now... My conversation with Michelle sort of like, stagnant... I don't know what to talk to her about as well, at times when she msg me first or I msg her, I don't really know what am I going to say... She said she'll cut down on tennis, for studies... So, I'm really really refraining myself from talking to her about tennis, and instead about studies? I don't know what to say, I'm not taking A-level... Kind of mixed up after seeing what happened for the past 3 days. I don't really know what the hell I want.

Distracted..

Seeing "her" alone in class, not talking to anyone, nor myself.. Kind of sad this way, I hardly see her smile anymore.. Used to see her smile and laugh alot when we talked to each other.. But now...

School sux.. 3D Max sux.. lol~ Well tennis rox, played 3 set match.. And yes, I seasoned one of my racquets already, the FEEL is damm good, played with Phelan, first set rox man, I lost 6 - 7(3 - 7 ), and lost the second set 0 - 6, I was like, WTH? I gave up the second set like that. First set was SUPER TIRING, we had ALOT of LONG RALLY, Rally which like got at least 20? Super long... Was tired because of that, and the sun, well, MAYBE, it's all in my mind, I have to improve my stamina, MENTALLY, not PHYSICALLY.. lol~ Sound so wrong.. Well, I'll do better tomorrow...

Playing at SP at 10pm, bur... hohoho

Tomorrow no school!

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

I want you and your beautiful soul...

But that thing is back to haunt me again...

Yea... I miss Michelle now... Well, we had been chatting quite regularly on msn, but I was kind of neglecting her, why? All thanks to HANA YORI DANGO and World Of Warcraft.. I was so so so engrossed into watching and playing my stuff.. :(

That dream came back again. The one that left me dumbfounded... In my dream again, we were talking happily again, well, that's how we used to be like back in semb 1, I thought it was real, but when I woke up, I was in this trance for the next 30 minutes, thinking, "Is it real?" "Are we actually talking to each other right now?"... Why did I have that dream again? Why do I care about dream so much? Because to me, what I think was, Dream, is the sub conscious side of oneself, where your real wants and wished appears. Are you really that that important to me?

School, well, not so bad, kind of fun, ended early, so headed home to play WarCraft again.. Sorry Michelle, for the short short conversation(I sound disinterested huh, very sorry... I was watching episode 4 of Hana Yori Dango...)

I'm so addicted to WarCraft again... Shall go back to the gaming world and join my fellow companion Anthony and Ben(his bro) on our journey in this virtue world... Wee~! It's really that fun.. hohoho.. I'm addicted..

School, nah...

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

If you think you can...

You can!

Believe in yourself.. What's my daily routine? Wake up, watch anime/play games... Go school and come back.. Boring, no tennis games for two days already... It's sort of like POST TOURNAMENT routines... Everytime like that...

Well, headed to school early for group discussion with Soy Hoon and Yian Ping... Rather funny and quite "Violent" discussion we had.. Lol.. Soy Hoon just can't stop being "violent".. lol~

Authoring ar... Abit boring leh, why? Kun kept on repeating the minor stuff in between.. I was playing around with the keyboard, putting on my lap, putting it resting on the floor, etc etc... In no time, that particular keyboard will be damage by me.. hohohoho~ School rich mah!

Tomorrow got INTERACTIVE DESIGN, and CONCEPT DEVELOPMENT's 15 minute meeting... Damm it.. I haven't prepare a single shit.. God damm it, shall go play World Of WarCraft instead.. hohohoho..

Let me end it with this, DEXTER SABOTAGE ME, his blog at http://imdexterous.blogspot.com/

7 things that I fear
1. Unable to change things around
2. Caught in between a dilemma.
3. My poor turbo shark breaking into pieces
4. Losing her
5. Unable to play tennis..
6. People confess to me(lol.. I always run first)
7. Confession

7 things i like to do
1. Tennis
2. Gaming
3. Slack
4. Sleep
5. Tennis
6. Tennis
7. Tennis(lol)

7 things i must have in my room
1. My bed~!
2. COMPUTER!
3. Fan...
4. INTERNET!
5. Table
6. nice chair~
7. My tennis junks...

7 things i can do
1. I can ace you like no one's business...
2. I can hit a forehand drive(Normal shots)
3. I can jump very high for smashes... lol~
4. I can do an EXTREME ANGLE CROSS COURT in doubles
5. I can play tennis with my left hand as well
6. I can lob the ball behind your head...(Look at Eljin.. hohohoho!)
7. I can beat you 6 - 0 6 - 0(Oppss... That's my goal from now on!)

7 things which i can't do
1. I can't beat Chen Chee Yan(ex-national)(soon soon.. lol)
2. I can't beat Douglas(ex-national again)(soon soon..)
3. I can't beat Hock Soon(ex-national too..)(soon soon..)
4. I can't beat Coach Zain(Also soon! He will get it this sunday!)
5. I can't play tennis when my mind is in a mess
6. I still can't do those stunts that Coach Stanley always do..
7. I STILL CAN'T STRING A STUPID BABOLAT RACQUET...

7 words i used often
1. Hai, hai~!
2. WTH
3. No no not yet
4. WHAT THE
5. Weeee~!
6. Harlow~
7. LUCKY~!

7 people to pass this MEME to:
1. Anthony
2. Christopher
3. Johnny
4. Mervin
5. Fee(I know you are reading.. lol~!)
6. Phelan
7. Amy(U better buy me something back from Taiwan..)

School is never the pirorty...

Monday, December 12, 2005

The Apprentice stringer

Thankfully, there is no DONALD TRUIMP.. lol~

woot.. After school went off to Kallang... String racquets... Many you know, and hell, I hate to string BABOLAT RACQUETS... The strings pattern are harder.. >_< ... N-code racquets easier to string.. And yes, my baby sharapova Steffie was playing against some Thailand gal, and she lost.. Well, her skills always never fail to "wow" me... Go Steffie!

Strung for like 3 hours plus... Then Uncle Eric paid me, which I didn't really expected it, $5/hr... And took his car to queensway.. I was suppose to meet Kessie at 6pm, so today finish early, so slack a while. Btw, this ex-national, Peter Chee, he invited me to play on sunday, with some other people, and he said there is 2 CJC School Team gals.. woot~ I called Elrick along.. see I friend enough... lol~! One for each of us.. :X joking...

And yea, at Queensway, walking around Ikea, I was eating my Hotdog and crossing the overhead bridge to Anchor Point... This gal approached me and asked for donation, I didn't really care, and carried on walking.. but then on the overhead bridge, I saw her standing UNDER THE SUN, asking people for donation, she's doing it for some charity work... I felt kind of guilty, headed to 7 - 11 to buy something so that I'll get change(I only had $10 notes at that time) And cross the overhead bridge back just to donate the money to the gal... And I walked off feeling a bit embrassed.. why? She's kind of cute.. lol~ Maybe what if she got the wrong idea that I'm interested in her? Opps~ Anyway, didn't get her number.. lol~ HEY THAT'S NOT MY INTENTION FROM THE BEGINNING!

hohoho.. Slacked at TPY, and met up with Elrick... Well, before I headed over to Serangoon North to meet Kessie.. Why meet her? Because she has been bugging me since the day she's on attachment, and asked me to fetch her from work.. Oh well, so I finally agreed.. and THERE IS NOTHING GOING ON BETWEEN US.. U know what she did? I was talking to Phelan on the phone and she said into the phone, "He's with his gf.." I was like.. WTH? We're just childhood friends who knew each other since the age of 7... lol~ Tat's all.. =D

Well, I just finished watching 3 episodes of anime, AND I'M SO SAD THAT BLACK CAT IS LICENSED! So I've to find some other source for this anime.. =( .. Hai hai~!

Not stringing at Kallang for ITF tomorrow...

Sunday, December 11, 2005

P is for PRINCE

The one and only...

Rained... So training with lesser people, drying the courts... Whenever I need to dry the court, I always thought of how Michelle will scold me while helping me dry the court.. lol~ Very funny.. The shots today are rather, odd.. I only know at the end of the training that the coaches let us use OLD BALLS today, no wonder, so flat, I was thinking "Where are all the US OPEN BALLS?" What we used today? Wilson Championship(Stone ball, lol) and Wilson Trainer(Useless softball)...

Too used to US OPEN BALLS, or rather, HARD AND NEW BALL... All my shots don't have spin, and yes, during break, Coach Zain challenged me to a TIE BREAKER, I lost 1 - 7, what you expect? Lol~ Against Ex-National leh... But there is quite a number of rally, which caused Stanley's group to watch as well, as well as Cheif Coach watching our match.. lol...

ITF Junior Circuit, you can really tell the differences between SINGAPORE JR ELITE and other JR ELITE.. The Jap and Koreans, are like, BLOODLY STRONG.. It's already like WORLD CLASS TENNIS... It's like watching Wimbledon.. lol~

Hohohoho.. Went over to Eric's shop, well, met him at Kallang anyway, there as OFFICIAL STRINGER for the ITF circuit. I'll be there tomorrow to help him with the stringing.. lol~ And got my racquet strung again... Don came late to the shop.. hohoho.. got nagged by Trisha again.. Trisha's the naggy one... As usual. Came back home to watch anime, all the way.. Bored lah... Nothing to do, no assignments or what so ever, because I don't really like to think of school work over WEEK ENDS(I've said it like for the number dunno how many times..)

Sian.. Tomorrow school till 10am only... Going to Kallang to help out at the ITF Junior Circuit.. Mr Poh and Wong are the officials sia... hohohohoho.. Nevermind, I do the stringing can liao...

Woot~ Game Set and Match!

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Simple & Clean...

Hikari~

1st Doubles - Elrick Phelan, 7 - 6
2nd Doubles - Zero Jason, 6 - 4
1st Singles - Douglas, 6 - 1
2nd Singles - Hock Soon, 6 - 0
3rd Singles - James, 6 - 0

Overall, we won 5 - 0... My match was the last one, very very stress, because everyone won, then I was telling myself I can't afford to lose... Was losing 3 - 1 at first... I was very stressful, I was like berserk, shouting "COME ON" 5 times, the most number of time shouted in a match. We caught up 3 - 3, then lost the lead 4 - 3, then there was the mental blockage, it was my service game, luckily I took my game. All I had in my mind was, winning and winning. I was playing against the strongest two players, not the other week those two, much strong. I was so stressful... Very stressed up, luckily I won.. I broke my strings on one of the return serve, tat's means I'm going queenways tomorrow

Went to church, with Jason to his church, I was saying, "We should improve on ourselves" We agreed, we almost lost our match, but so far, we had an record of being undefeatable in doubles. Hopefully this title last for a long long time...

Just now I was asking God, to heal that emptiness in my heart. That thing that has been bothering me. My shots in tennis today abit hesitating, abit mixed up... My mind was thinking about that person, learn from God, I WANT TO FORGIVE YOU, so can we talk to each other when we see each other again in school...(We haven't talk for 10 weeks now...) I don't know why, it has been bothering for a VERY VERY LONG TIME... Sometime I wonder if she's the one who matters in my life.. I don't know, my mind hasn't been clear for quite sometime.. I hope God will guide me, help me clear this emptiness... I need to focus on tennis...

Emptiness...

Friday, December 09, 2005

Resolution

New...

Woke up so early in the morning, to send Napae off at the airport, she's going back to Thailand for 2 - 3 months? Pat was there too, I totally forgotten that I've brought my camera, what the hell, was talking for quite, A LONG TIME with Pat about tennis and stuff, she wants to quit. She said she found it stressful to play, and yet unable to win. Well, she had an early start like in pri2 or pri 4, can't remember. We had a long talk over this issue, and she was going back to her school, I wonder what's her final decision was like.

Came back home to play and slept for 2 hours. God, I think I'm becoming like a pig, 2 HOURS! I don't normally take afternoon naps, and I actually call those(Including my mum.. lol) Who always takes afternoon naps PIGS.. :X I think I'm gonna be one.. :X Oh no...

I was surfing on the net, the activity organiser site which Royston introduced to me(Singapore based), was surfing on it till I saw this part about earning money, some companies(Local) had actually put up jobs or small assignments to do to earn, well, at that point, there was only 1 COMPANY, it said, earning $400.. Wow, $400, I thought, it was good money, checked the details. For every purchases referred by you, you'll recieve $400. And I was like, wow, and when I actually saw the details on what the company was dealing with, it's a MEMORIAL HALL.... WTH, "For every purchase".. Why not they be MORE DIRECT and say, "For every DEAD PERSON referred by you, you'll recieve $400" How's that?! lol~ No wonder they are putting ads, they are simply, Out Of Business, why? Humans simply refuses to die.. lol~

Went to meet up with the crazy bunch, only without David, Johnny and Chris(Chris had a late night of video editing) Well, wanted to go to East Coast Park to cycle, but then, we went off to Upper Serangoon to play Lan Gaming instead.. hohohoho.. It has been like what, 1 year? Since I last played Lan Gaming? Went over to Chomp Chomp for dinner, Nic treated up with Sting Ray! Muahhahaha!

Guess what? I told myself, right now, all I have to do is... Not to give up, short term goal, to be the strongest player among my clicks, then strongest player in Kallang's training. Then Strongest player in my CSC team... Tomorrow's my friendly with Ngee Ann Poly again, guess I have to put a little stress in myself, Tomorrow, I shall win 9 - 0, I will not lose a single game. Any supporters? Lol~ 2pm at Ngee Ann Poly tennis courts.

All I can do right now...

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Puzzlled...

Sometime I wonder...

Hold me, what ever lies beyond this morning, is a little later on...

3D max, completely forgotten to bring my assignment, so I went home to get during my 4 hours break, and yea, brought the ankle weights, 5KG in total, no kid, it's a little to heavy to use while playing tennis, but for regular walking, yeah, it's ok..

Went home slept for a while, and such, before going back to school, of course wearing that weights on.. Heavy, I starting to like Image Synthesis more and more, why? It's like learning the stuff we get to learn in film, it's more film related rather than MOTION GRAPHICS, and what's more? No assignments! hohoho... Had been laughing at my friends who are taking Motion Graphics and have to rush to hand in the assignments tomorrow. :X I'm bad.. lol~

Well, my mind's been in a mess today, dunno why, so fast and I'm already missing Michelle... But but but, something that's really really there holding me back, questioning myself, something that's blocking my mind, something. I don't know how to say though, it's quite personal, but those are the things that are messing up my mind right now..

Not in the correct state of mind...

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

1st serve

The return...

Now now, it has been puzzling me for a few days, that, my assignment 1, for 3d modelling. Is that, why did I complete in 15 minutes? And the rest like saying I need 2 days to do... Now I understand, I didn't really do finish.. lol! I've checked the assignment brief, and they said need to add lighting, make it look cartoonist etc. Oh my god, so I've spent 2 hours on it, for both the 3d models, hai hai! Waste of time, looking through tutorials and following them... what the hell.

School, was alright, there were talks among us guys about games, hmmm, I want a XBOX 360! Someone buy back for me? lol... With TopSpin 2 and Halo 3... lol...

Well, assignment 3 for Interaction Design is group work, was lucky enough to be in the same group as Soy Hoon, Yian Ping, Lee Yen... Oh no, only guy, hope they dun push all the labour work(if there is) to me... lol~

Tennis for an hour after school, well, kind of screwed up, Catherine can't really hit deep, the balls she fed me always takes like what, 3 bounces before reaching? I've the habit of taking the ball on first bounce already, don't really like to wait for 3 bounces... Oh my god..

Went over to NYJC again, played with the year 1 school team, terrible, they sux big time, I think any school also can beat them... Oh my god.. Then Tommy came(the PE teacher) and played with me, and also said that the year 1 tennis sux.. lol.. First set lost 2 - 6, won the next set 6 - 3, at the second set, I changed my service style, remember that I threw my flat serve style away? I decide that my kick serve is consistant enough already, so I'm putting it back to 2nd serve, and throwing away that lousy weak spin serve, and introducing my flat serve, well, for the one month, this kick serve form did helped me change my flat serve form, more precision. I got 3 aces throughout. 1st serve flat, 2nd serve kick, that's the way how I should serve! Hopefully, my kick serve is 100% in, cannot double fault! Lol~

So I've done the stupid 3D max thingy... Well, time for gaming then, something's holding me back, something, prehaps... Wonder, why did she(not Michelle) send me an sms saying the same thing that Michelle always said to me, "It's ok..." It really left me stuck there for a while, and I was wondering, why didn't we talk to each other again?

Hai hai!

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Junior no more

From today onwards..

From today onwards, I'm no longer a junior. I can't be called Junior Ace(in my CSC) anymore.. Sad... Met up with Michelle, she didn't really want to get her trophy, but her mum wants her to get.. Well, I had some stomach upsets during the whole time.

Reached home at 2pm. I wonder, when will I ever get to see her again. Life's normal again, no more tournament for this year. How are the two of us going to come together again? She's with her school, training and studying for A-level and so on. Me? My desire to be better, to win the next time, no more defeats. Well, it's quite used for my to sort of cry when I come to think of when I'll see Michelle again, why? The last time we were seperated for like 4 - 5 months, bloodly long, you can image how happy I was when I finally saw her that day.

Look forward. I can see that, I've improved alot during my 1 month of training, if I can achieve so much in a short time of 1 month, how about 4 months later? Just in time for InterClub tournament, and Intermediate tournament.. We'll be first. I think, right now, I'm willing to sacrifies everything now, just to train daily like how I did for the last one month. I want to be better, want to be stronger, even though if I'm up against another ELITE again.

School? Boring as usual, just submit my assignment, yeap, in pretty bad mood last night, because of scripts, I wanted to sleep badly but it seems like I can't. Will be playing with Reza(kallang) in my school tomorrow.. Haii.. It has been boring me for nights, I just can't make myself to tell Michelle how much I like her(although she knew...)... I don't know how... Sigh....

Hai hai!

Monday, December 05, 2005

End of season...

Finished...

All of us are being knocked out.

Met up with Michelle early in the morning, accompanied her to the training wall to warm up, guess what happened? Her match's delayed for 1 hour, because no courts available, and hence, she cooled down already... Played badly, lost in semi finals. One thing I wanna highlight, I really really admire this little gal, Richard's daughter, 8 years old, playing semis today, she wants to win, that desire to win, but she has chest problems, she was playing, crying, trying to hold on to her tears as she tried to win every single point in that match, Richard decided to let her retire, even against her will, but to say, it's very very touching, to see a young little gal, enduring the pain she has on her chest, not giving up, and trying to hold back her tears just to achieve her goal, I really really admire her for what she've done.

After the lost, we were thinking of where to go, so decided to go over to my place to grab tennis ball and my bottle(Because I didn't bring any balls out) and decided to go over to my school to play tennis. She called two more people from her school to go over as well, the more the merrier.. I skipped class today btw, because Zi Xuan and CPY didn't want to come to class. So many people saw me in school but not in class.. hohoho... Played and played, while waiting for the 2 guys from her school team.

Finally they came. Well Michelle did play better in my school than at the match against Pauline. We played doubles, won the first set 6 - 3, break for a LONG TIME, and hit more rallies before 2nd set, which by then, I was like, tired? And lost 3 - 6, lol... could have won again... Not really that strong lah, those two MI guys... So the two of us went to take bus 13, halfway, we discovered that Michelle actually left her handphone in the toilet.

You know what she said, "Nevermind lah, time to change phone.." I was like, wth? I dragged her down the bus and said, "If you lost your phone, how am I going to sms you?" then we took a cab back to my school to find the phone, I was the one panicking and she seem, so calm, and didn't really care about her own phone.. WTH.. yeap, we found her phone, and walked back to the interchange and took the same bus back, because of her, I ended up watching only the last 15 minutes of the last episode of TONG XIN YUAN... -_- Michelle! U BLUR QUEEN! Don't lose your phone like that again...

So back at home, finalised my work, well, I didn't really like the way I do my dock, but no time le, so anyhow do, hopefully I still get A. Then right now I'm still busy, helping Michelle to config her Mp3 player and such. So please people! TRY NOT TO MSG ME ON MSN ABOUT AUTHORING.. I am quite busy right now myself.. bur..

Tired..

Sunday, December 04, 2005

The most important person

Is her...

Training, well, I got several aces today... Surprise surprise, I served better today.. lol~ Michelle got walkover, her opponent did not turn up, so naturally, she's in semi's now.. Napae had quite a dramatic match, after the match, she just broke down. We got quite amount of DATA on Pauline, but to me, it's not enough data to determine her real playstlye, because Napae didn't hit any short ball or drop shot, so I can't tell how Pauline play at the net. Well, Michelle's up against her.

Suppose to watch Harry Potter with Michelle, bur! Michelle said she's tired, and no matter how much I persuade, she say don't want... :'(.. Cheat my feelings, broke my heart.. lol~! Well I'm suppose to pay for her tix if we were to watch... Nvm, another day, so we went Suntec and walk around... Ate lunch at like what, 3pm? Gone window shopping etc etc... Lol.. then we went home, taking bus 133.. See~ It's so lucky that we live so near each other. Bur.. Then ok ok, tomorrow I'm meeting her at her place at 8.20am.. Script for my authoring ar, left the last part, abit screwed, so will ask Kun to help me fix it. Then FINISH! hohohoho.

Bur.. very tired you know today.. Well I still haven't pop the question to her... See how lah, maybe don't rush things yet... But I don't know how we'll be like again when her sch starts again... Both of us will be so busy again huh... Sad..

Hai hai~

Saturday, December 03, 2005

I didn't know!

The ghost of a left spin serve.

Ok, I met up with Michelle and waited for Elrick, well he said wanna warm up so come early, ended up that he was late.

We signed in at the last minute. My opponent is a nice person, he played since pri4, what shocked me was during the first game, he did left spin serves, I checked properly, he IS a right hander, how can he hit a left spin serve? I was the one who came up with that irregular serve, but to think that he himself, can hit a left spin serve with so many SPIN! I have to return with my lousy backhand. I lost 1 - 6 2 - 6. Well, I managed to keep 3 out of my 7 service game.

Edited.. requested.. lol!

Well, tomorrow shall support her after training, then maybe we'll go suntec to help her get something as well... Go my princess! Must win! And get into FINALS!

lol! Here also edited!


Hai, Hai!

A few words before my match..

It's my traditional to post before my match.. kk, my match's like 3 and half hours away, time seem so dead.. And I woke up so bloodly early in the morning. Sian.. I wanna go play my match now.. Yes, again, I can't afford to lose to Sam Seow, he's just a stepping stone for me to achieve what I want. Well well.. This prince have to go prepare for my later match already. 1.30pm Kallang huh..

Prince

Friday, December 02, 2005

Competition

Starts..

The 5th day, restrung my racquet. And headed to Kallang, updates, Reza lost, Sam lost, Han Jie lost, Patricia lost, who's left running in the race? Me, Elrick, Michelle and Napae. The four of us.

Tomorrow's my match, hopefully Elrick's playing next court. Our very last tournament as a junior, Michelle chose not to join Junior next year, and joined all the OPEN and INTERMEDIATE together with me... =D I'm not alone! That poor gal was stuck in school for the whole day today. Hmmm

Image training, somehow, I'm not really scare of the match, just play my usual style, and win, I can't afford to lose to Sam Seow, I have to beat him, and to meet up against Kelvin Cheng for my revenge! I cannot lose to him! So supporters, my match will start at 1.30pm, Tomorrow(3/12), at Kallang Tennis Centre, will be there at 12.45pm to warm up with Elrick.. But first I'm going over to Michelle's place to meet her...

hohoho.. So therefore, I shall start my image training.. Well anyway, I can't lose because Michelle is watching! We promised each other de! weeee~!

Relax!

Thursday, December 01, 2005

Just Touch By You...

That's what all really matters...

Bur, poor gal at home nothing to do, while I have to suffer in school, 3D modelling and Image Synthesis, well, Image Synthesis was fun. During the 4 hours break, I was helping out Soy Hoon, Zi Xuan, CPY, explaining certain parts to Yian Ping, about Flash. I love flash! Ok ok, I did forget one small part of the flash script( The part of "= Function()" after onEnterFrame, my bad habit, because the scripts I used in the past, I don't really encounter "= Function()"

So got "screamed" at by Kun over MSN... lol.. At least he told me the answer, indirectly. lol... Well, at least got things to do during my 4 hours break. Hohoho, Krisnan and I were zooming very quickly in SHAKE. To be honest, I wasn't really paying attention, and I was sitting last row, SMS-ing, chatting on MSN, Ms Shirlyn was behind me. Well, she was surprised that we could actually be the first and fastest to do the SHAKE work. Like in a few seconds, she was like, "Did you two learn before(Bear in mind that Krisnan too was not paying attention) SHAKE?"

"Nope, our first time"
She replied with quite a surprised look on her face, "I was very amazed by the speed and work you've done, well done.." lol... SHAKE seems to be a very fun tool now.. I kind of like it, it's easy to use, UNLIKE STUPID PHOTOSHOP(I'm still Anti-Adobe till date!)

Well, restringing tomorrow, my strings are bursting, so I'll decide to string one or both racquets tomorrow.. See how.. Tired.. CPY still asking me about FLASH stuff.. Night..

Sleepy!